Wait, what...my birthday

This seems to be how my life is going.  I start things and then get busy and I never finish!  So I actually started putting my thoughts down on my birthday but we are finishing a few weeks later.  Turns out birthdays at this time in my life are just a day.  A day that I am reminded that I am still a fairly new mom who had babies later in life.  I had my babies at 37, so now at 39 I am tired.  Tired is my new normal.  Tired is a way of life.  There are more things to worry about then just getting and being old.  We had a nice day though.  A shit show of a day, but a nice day.
My kids were almost on TV!  Yup TV!  After getting the call and heading down with 1 baby an hour before nap time and 1 baby an hour after nap should have started we got cut.  So shit show began!  They were a mess.  I was a mess.  The man was a mess and I had to accept that I was old and that was it for my day.  On semi bright side a married man hit on me with my kid in the car while I was waiting to figure out how the TV show was going to come get me and my 50lb baby with carseat (about 25 a piece).  He was adament and thought it was a great arrangement for both of us so that we could have a mutual agreement.  I declined but it was still nice to get attention on my 39th.
What does 39 really mean?  I am 1 year to 40.  A big one.  I have some big plans that I hope to actually follow through on and blog about.  Anyone down for a 40 for 40?  Yup I am below the weight I was after being pregnant but there is still a ways to go.  I think 40lbs is reasonable in a year?  How to get there?  I have no idea.  Any thoughts?  Anyone in?  Also just getting healthy is the goal.  Truthfully my man had surgery and could also use a boost but I have to kind of sneak it in for him to follow along on my journey to health.  We have a purpose...our twinnies.  This will be my journey to 40.  Its out there now lets do it!